Perhaps I should introduce myself
Perhaps I should introduce myself
I am in the slipstream of something so beyond me
A feeling of life, true, alive life life Life
My body is earthy, fleshy
I am rooted and subtle in my ecstasy
My heart is open
Pleasure washes through me
Its salty taste like seaweed and an open shore
I feel my spine - straight as an arrow
My integrity and depth pours
Unwavering rivers
May you drink from this cup of dark gold honey
I meet you through the irises and into to the unknown place
I see you
Let me love you
Person beyond flesh, story, projection even name
I love you
I say I write of love and longing
I am a dark poet
Seer of souls
Speaker of truths
Walker between worlds
May I reach beyond your fascia, your freckles, your sense of who you think you are and what has befallen you
May I see you
Truly feel you
Let us sing your soul its freedom
I am here for our emergence
I wonder
If I do not sell this well
This soulful life, this spiritual path
A path without promise but purpose
The holy vibration of standing tall
A depth of gaze that sees beyond form
Unimaginable freedom
An initiatory path
Dark arts
A vast heart
I am no slick salesman
I will not open my car boot to re-sell you yourself
Honesty sits between us like a leaden shoe
There is no magic pill
No quick fix for a life broken open
No spell to enchant your soul
But Life, it can call you with a fast-track ticket to the next adventure
Your unfoldment
To hold another I must meet myself
I crawled through the cupboard and found Narnia
Aslan prowls the edges of my psyche calling me in
Deeper, stiller
Trusting
Some days I am singing
I am flying - in tune like the birds with unspoken song
Some days I have my ice axe in hand
An upwards trudge towards my liberation
Tiresome, tired
Bland
In a world of acquisition your soul is found in subtraction
No dogma, tradition or addition
The truth of your being may require the uncomfortable
The things you thought you didn’t have and didn’t need
People will come
And people will go
Grief, transformation, longing, love, old ones and dear ones
People that forever remain near ones
Rich connections, axis of earth orgasms
An unpeeling of anything that felt like bollocks anyway
I invite you to see that you set the rules
To a game with no first prize
Life has changed immeasurably and still
I am me
Thriving
Surviving
Holding it together at the seams
Loyal and lonely
In Love and
Completely undone
I am stronger, braver, more surrendered than ever
I meet great depths so I can deeply hold and stand
I give my life to soul and soil
To the truth of your essence and who you really are
To your soul,
I am here
Sit here awhile, let us unclip our wings and fly.
